different But The Same

I'm sitting in front of the beautiful gulf waters at North shore park. I've been sick with a crazy head cold for a few weeks now and the salt air will do me some good. Sammy is driving me crazy because he's having surgery in two days for two hernias, but seems to feel like being drunk is helping, it's not. However, this is about me, how have I gotten to this point where im not happy with my life. I live in a beautiful place, but I'm always in fear of loosing my home and the bills keep coming. I have no career and unsure where to go from here. I have an insurance license but haven't sold a policy. My confidence is not in a good place and I'm currently living on a part time job at daycare center. I know there's something I can do to change my circumstances, but I'm so mentally and physically exhausted, I just can't think where to start. My whole life I've struggled financially and I'm tired. My salvage for the moment is staring out to the w...

Last week I had multiple seizures and lost out on a decent paying job. Although disappointed, I must persist and move forward. Thank God I can go back to my previous job at the children's center. Perhaps it just wasn't for me. I mean I can't drive for another six months anyway. Maybe, there's more in store for me. Everything happens for a reason.